Those Who Run Seem To Have All The Fun

So I finally quit my job - well I gave them a two weeks notice so I can be safe, but thank ice cream, I will be a free woman....for a while. There were a lot of reasons why I had to quit, I do recall writing a post from last December stating that I was definitely going to quit for the new year, but there were more factors since then. I'm thinking about going down south for two months to ease my mind because I've been carrying a heavy load of stress for some years now and I'm in need of vacay BADLY; it's long overdue.

You know what's funny, I had misplaced my favorite necklace a while back, it's a wolf charm necklace I had bought a few years back that holds sentimental value to me - long story - anyways, I just found it a few days ago and it reminded me of who I am; all of my positive and negative qualities, what I'm capable of and not; put things back to light to me. Also, haha this is cray, but when I saw Les Miserables, the part with Jean Valjean singing "Who Am I", that also hit me hard. Jeez, this is the most blue week of my life. But I'll be fine. 

So I'm just going to concentrate on taking one day at a time and enjoy the little things in life more. I'm going to try not to get my hopes up so much because I've done that a lot in the past and the bruises still sting from the fall every now and then.  

This is such a c'est la vie post haha

xoxo

NEED TO MAKE SOME MOVES

I have a plan for next year, I always have a plan for every new year, but I really really really wanna carry this one through.

QUIT MY JOB: I'm past caring about finding a new one right away, right now I'm in a good place; I have a great internship working out and with my tax return next year, I think can be alright for a month or two without a job which should be sufficient enough time to look for a new one. When I took this cashier position it was temporary because it was so hard looking for a job and then I noticed I got comfortable, but that shouldn't be, the supermarket is not something I see long term in my future so I have to keep moving, Bye suckas!!!!!!!!

WAKE UP EARLY: I've been such a night owl, mainly because  of my sorry ass job and I never wanna get up early because there's no energy left for me and that has to stop because I'm missing out on sunshine. Yesterday I just realized that I haven't looked up at the big beautiful blue sky in more than a month, that's sad...

ENJOY LIFE: I haven't really done anything to enjoy life lately, well I'ma be honest, in years! Sure I hang with my friends sometimes, but it's usually the same old thing; go to a bar, a burger joint, or movies, it's getting lame. I need to explore! I actually have two projects I want to put into effect, one is THE WHITE T-SHIRT PROJECT, where everyday I'm going to wear an outfit and the white t-shirt is the staple item. The other project is exploring all of Manhattan, and I do mean ALL OF IT; every week go to a different neighborhood and take pictures like in Harlem, Murray Hill, ABC city, Soho, Noho, Nolita, Greenwich Village, East Village, South Street, Wall Street, etc.